Gam zu l’tovah: This too is for the good!
Three
simple words. “Gam zu l’tovah.” This too is for the good. A phrase that was
always on the lips of one of our great sages, Nachum Ish Gamzu, as related in
the Talmud (Taanis 21a). I’ve been trying to use it more often, especially
during through this most unusual time. It’s been a fast and potent tool to help
me reframe a “right now” challenge that is screaming, crying, whining, or kicking
in front of me.
Sometimes
we feel in the moment and recognize that a challenge is from Hashem. “Ok, that
makes sense.” We feel that we have the wherewithal to deal with it in this moment.
It’s often after we’ve had breakfast, a coffee, or a restorative nap. “I’ve got
this.” But there are other times when it’s a string of challenges that seems
impossible. “Okay Hashem. I get A. I sorta get B. I think I can muscle my way
through C. But there’s no way this D is Heaven sent. There’s no way this D
makes any sense at all. This, This is ridiculous.”
“This
is absurd!” “I can’t believe he threw that toy at me again.” “I can’t believe
she’s whining about milk again or asked me to get more water after I just sat
down and asked them before I sat down, “does anyone need more water?”” “This is
over the top. It’s too much. I won’t stand for it!”
But
this too is for the good.
This
baby that inexplicably won’t go down even though I’ve done all the normal steps
to help her go down drowsy, but awake is also for the good. This two year old
that is asking me on every page of the book, “What’s that Abba? What’s that
Abba? What’s that Abba?,” while the bigger kids urge me to go on—also for the
good. This big boy who likes climbing on top of my car and telling me that he’s
a super hero is also for the good (although he really does need to get down
because I don’t want to go the ER with a broken-armed kid in the middle of this
pandemic or anytime for that matter).
Hashem
often sends us similar challenges with a slight twist each day (e.g., kid
splashes bath on the floor with a cup, then with a brush, then jumps down bath
wall or throws toys up and over—he’s got a good arm!). We may ask ourselves, “Why
does Hashem send me these same mundane, yet annoying, challenges day after day
when I could be learning more Torah, calling a lonely person as a chessed, or meditating
about the meaning of life. Instead I’m getting the milk from the fridge for an
umpteenth time!” Only Hashem knows. We won’t get the why down here. But if we
can plug into gam zu l’tovah—this too is for the good—we can hope to weather
the daily jabs and blows of life that otherwise upend us in the aggregate.
One
more note: the this in gam zu l’tovah works for all of Hashem’s curve
balls. Whether it’s the garden variety type of home challenges mentioned above
or the big ones like an illness, which hits home for so many right now, financial
hardships, loneliness or the loss of a loved one, gam zu l’tovah, as articulated
by our Sages, has the ability to put us in a proper frame of mind for it all.
It ain’t easy. And I don’t mean to suggest that using this tool is a panacea.
Nor do I suggest that I’m particularly adept at it (although I’m working on
it). Combine with other tools. Practice, practice, practice. And with Hashem’s
help, you’ll start to feel the dividends little by little of incorporating this
practice into your life.
Brachos
for peace of mind and growth during this time. Let’s daven that we’re able to
carry the growth forward when we, G-d willing, emerge from this surreal bubble
and return to “regular” life with an expanded view of the gift of in-person,
face-to-face human connection.